Jul 17
CRUNCH.
My temple of thoughts is my toilet. I can sit on my toilet bowl and think the whole day. Good ideas would usually come, but beside that i can sit on my toilet bowl and cry over stuff too. like today, i cried because i just felt like doing so and it relieves me.
Sometimes what i post on tumblr are my view on things. Please don’t flare up if you see things you cannot stand. Tell me that its not what i’m thinking and tell me what or how i should be going about these thoughts. oppose me gently, please.
Nowadays, i seldom see his friends because he doesn’t visit them as often but its mainly because i feel paiseh to even talk to them. especially when we have our relationship problems and he shares it with them (i’m not saying you shouldn’t), but they would definitely develop a negative view of me. Maybe i AM a bad person, and that’s why i don’t wanna or don’t know how to face them. *sigh*
I will never bad mouth someone who’s dear to me, never ever, and definitely not behind his back so don’t worry, (if you’re reading this, my friends only think positively about you), even when we quarrel, i would put the blame on me and my errors. I don’t want to give you a bad image.
Hopefully things aren’t as bad as i imagine them to be =)
